i want to steward a house or a retreat center

i have been excited about living alone for a long time and in a couple of different ways. for more than a decade i have been attracted to asceticism (i seriously debated becoming a monk when i was 19-21). and since breaking up with my last long-term partner (we broke up in 2015 after ~6 yrs together), i have been dreaming of living solo for a bunch of reasons:

as i have continued to seek out this possibility, two things have become clear to me:

for a bit, i was feeling pretty butthurt about the fact that many of my friends will either inherit their parents’ homes or they have received money (because of the fact that their parents had wealth directly or indirectly supported via homeownership) that has allowed them to purchase their own home.

but now, informed by scholarship of people indigenous to turtle island, i have come to believe that the idea of private property is the root of most, if not all, of our societal ailments. therefore, i actually reject the idea of individual ownership of property and i don’t actually want to own a home anymore. at least not by myself.

so where am i now?

my current dream is to be a steward for a home or retreat center that allows the following:

is it a long-shot? maybe. am i willing to move into spaces that allow for some but not all of these things? of course. am i gonna work towards the whole package? you better believe it.

in the farthest reaches of my imagination, what i actually want is to be a part of a network of spaces, some in the city, some in rurality (is that a word?), some on islands, in many different climates where people have flexible arrangements to flow and move as needed/desired/wanted. BIPOC-centered, for sure, but sooner or later we will eradicate whiteness as a concept and then… who knows…

EEEENYWAYS… have leads? wanna help me figure this out? email me.

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