23 Sep 2022
the other day i was in a convo where someone was expressing some guilt about feeling grief in relationship to a friend who was having a baby. it reminded me that this is something i’ve thought about in the past and prompted me to write about it so here we are.
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22 Sep 2022
today, a 200 year-old tree was felled. it was time and it wasn’t time. what is/was time to a being that lived 200 years? what is a year even?
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03 Aug 2022
have you ever been running and had a thought come in so hard it stopped youin your tracks? well, today i was running and catching up on podcasts and i had two of those moments, one spurred by one of the two shows i was listening to. these thoughts probably need more fleshing out but i’m going to just leave them here remembering that done is better is than perfect.
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29 Jul 2022
yesterday morning i was heading into breakfast on knoll farm and i saw these spider webs.
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02 Jul 2022
i can’t remember exactly when it started, but for at least the last few years, i’ve been paying an increasing amount of attention to grief. there was a point where i read francis weller’s book, martín prechtel’s book, and was listening to lama rod owens on instagram and the internet talk about grief (like this video) during the early parts of the covid-19 pandemic (those videos have been taken off of his instagram and yes, i’m grieving that).
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